It's Rizza Faustino

It’s amazing, really, that after a long suffering from pain and heartbreak, I just woke up one day feeling better and genuinely happy.

It’s true, you have to feel and endure the pain (just like what I always say, “namnamin mo yung pain”) in order to feel better. Don’t skip any step in the process of moving on. Take as much time as you want. Be brave to face the pain, the heartache. But above all else, pray. Pray for strength. And don’t let the anger and bitterness take inside you. Learn to forgive even without receiving the apology you rightly deserved. The feeling is waaaay much better, I promise. ❤😊

03/28/2015 “To my confidant and my love, thank you for always being there for me.👫 For not getting tired of listening to my rants and musings in life, thank you. 😊 I love you so much!❤💋 Happiest Birthday, Hon ko! 🎂🎉🍻" Hi to you. Happy Birthday! We’ve...

03/28/2015 “To my confidant and my love, thank you for always being there for me.👫 For not getting tired of listening to my rants and musings in life, thank you. 😊 I love you so much!❤💋 Happiest Birthday, Hon ko! 🎂🎉🍻"

Hi to you. Happy Birthday!

We’ve been celebrating your birthday for 8 long years, but now, there’s only you and her.

Today’s a bit weird, or different. I should be busy thinking of how to surprise you, and make you feel extra special, happy and loved, but I don’t have that right anymore.

I know you’re happy. You’ve told me that a number of times. Though your happiness no longer includes me, please know that I wish for it to last a lifetime. I will always, always wish you the best.

😎😎😎

😎😎😎

Workout 🚴 after going to church ⛪ and grocery shopping 🍆🍅. Push! 👊👊👊

Workout 🚴 after going to church ⛪ and grocery shopping 🍆🍅. Push! 👊👊👊

Oh yeah, this is the view from my apartment. ❤

I miss you.

There are a lot of things that I want to do, and it’s only you that I want to spend it with.

I miss my all-in-one you.

Yeah, isn’t that a bitch? The better you get, the more it hurts.

—JJ, a patient - Grey’s Anatomy

Time does not heal all wounds.

I thought that by now, I’ll be better, but no. The pain grows everyday. Each day, I remember something about him and us - may it be be a beautiful memory, or a painful one, both make me cry.

I cry more these days than the time everything was fresh. I feel more alone now. Everyday that I do not hear from him, the more I realize that he is not coming back.

I go out a lot since we’ve broken up. I am having fun, but everytime I go to bed, there it goes again - the pain. The pain that he is not here with me.. That he chose someone else.. That he does not love me anymore, and I have no one.

He asked me for a favor the last time we were together. He asked me to not be in a relationship anytime soon.

I answered him sarcastically, but I know deep inside me, that I might not be able to love someone else for a really long time.

He was so unfair. How can he have the guts to ask me this? When he already entered a new relationship when we’re still together.

And why, why can’t I be mad at him? 💔